Did Somebody Just Hit Me????

Quotes hit me in different ways at different times. I have a few Facebook pages that I administer for mental illness, Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) specifically. I was looking for some quotes to post this morning, positive ones, when this popped on my screen and felt like it grabbed me and punched me in the … Continue reading Did Somebody Just Hit Me????

Weekend – lonely, depressed, tired? What?

Hell, I hate myself sometimes. I can't figure myself out and I am 51 years old!!!  One day I think I am feeling a bit more positive and the next I have slipped back in my hole. I think I feel more comfortable in my hole yjan other places, but I shouldn't be. I should … Continue reading Weekend – lonely, depressed, tired? What?

Sleep doesn’t help a soul that’s tired…

I saw a quote with similar words about a tired soul the other day. I am so up and down in my moods I cannot take it any more. I feel so tired, but I know it's not for lack of sleep. I just get tired of fighting. Fighting for what, I do not know. … Continue reading Sleep doesn’t help a soul that’s tired…

Feeling lonely? Noooooo!

I am sitting in a breakfast place..you may know the kind..I am staying at a hotel and it is the morning free breakfast time. Thankfully the food is good but I feel so alone. But funny me I wouldn't want anyone with me unless it were one of my kids. I am dreading going to … Continue reading Feeling lonely? Noooooo!

I Know it’s Not Abandonment, but…

My 21 year old daughter is leaving today, and so is my 18 month old grandaughter. They are moving to a new state to "live an adventure."  They, along her boyfriend want to move somewhere new and see what life somewhere else is like. I get it, I understand that desire. My brain understands, but … Continue reading I Know it’s Not Abandonment, but…

Crying over a driver’s test?

Yes, that is me, the blubbery mama of 4 - my baby is taking his driver's test today. It seems rather silly, but it is just one more step towards seeing my children leave me. My 18 year old son moved out two weeks ago and my girls are both living their own lives. As  … Continue reading Crying over a driver’s test?