Upside Down and all Around..

I had to get out of my house today. While I hate being in the chaos of work, I knew that I had to get myself out of the darkness and loneliness of my house. I decided to yes, come into work today!  I had nothing else to do (that wouldn't cost money or time … Continue reading Upside Down and all Around..

Weekend – lonely, depressed, tired? What?

Hell, I hate myself sometimes. I can't figure myself out and I am 51 years old!!!  One day I think I am feeling a bit more positive and the next I have slipped back in my hole. I think I feel more comfortable in my hole yjan other places, but I shouldn't be. I should … Continue reading Weekend – lonely, depressed, tired? What?

Close the Blinds…

I was talking to my mom yesterday. She and my step-father had gone to have dinner with a friend who's best friend had just passed away. While I know that Suzanne can be awfully gruff with her talking, I guess she was exceptionally "Raw" on that evening. I reminded my mom that she is dealing … Continue reading Close the Blinds…