I am getting ready to drive to the airport. I am not nervous. Hahahaha, that is a joke!!! But I am not toooooo nervous. It’s not the flying that make me nervous; it’s the packing, making sure I don’t forget my medications, figuring out my clothes (this is a business trip), getting to the airport, checking in – all of that anxiety-ridden stuff.
I really want to just stay home. I don’t travel that often and I hate traveling for work. I don’t like having to meet people and talk to people and “network.” I hate that word actually! And I hate what it represents. I don’t network, I don’t socialize and I guess I really am nervous as hell!
I better go – I just wanted to get some of my words out of my brain and here for you to read. I know I am not the only one that feels this way, but it sucks going through it.
Thanks for reading and take care.